READY FOR 2011

New Year is coming which means.

Everything NEW.

2010 has been a great year for me as I learned and experienced many things. - Which is GREAT!

Ups and downs coming along the way - It NEVER ends.

 Not to mention a great Surprise 17th Birthday from my 2 best girls. - LOVE you both.

 I hope that 2011 would be a better year for each and everyone of us.

Here is my wish to all of you:

We should not be disappointed with ourselves because we are not perfect human beings.

Nobody in this world is perfect.

 We should always try to be better all the time.

 The bright side is that there's always a brand new day for all of us.

We should always hope for the best to come. - Take it as a blessing!

Start something new and great for ourselves.

Take the chance and be happy because its worth it.

Have a great NEW YEAR :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

PEOPLE JUST WONT STOP

Listening to I'm Not Afraid - Eminem thanks to a best friend of mine.. 

Love you Stephanie Thong :)

Always be happy no matter what life gets you! Thats for sure.

So how many of you have haters.. Haahaaa. 

Everyone got themselves a big bag of haters.

Even Mark Zuckerberg have haters too. More like "enemies".

 Ahhhhh the quote in the movie is so beautiful.

YOU DONT GET TO 500 MILLION FRIENDS,

WITHOUT MAKING A FEW ENEMIES.

I haven't watched the movie THE SOCIAL NETWORK yet, 

but I will soon and hope to learn something good from it. I'm searching for inspirations now.

 Great ideas and as I get to learn those trades too. 

I'm now on a mission to make my dreams a reality. 

Which is to inspire people.

I've learned a lot this week. Okay.. Since SPM ended. 

I've learned so much through working. I'm seeing the real world now (for 3 months actually). 

I love challenges and I take challenges in life every day.

EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY! :D

I know I'm too young for it (most of you think so) but thats what I wanna do, 

N I like a lot! I love it so much because I love learning.

Its also great because I love meeting new people. PR/Human Resources (its the same right?)

 is just important to me and I'm gaining a lot respects too!

I believe that people should do something that they love doing. 

What could possibly go wrong?

I'm in reality and this are my facts on what I've gone through this couple of weeks.

Sharing my experience and hopefully it somehow reflects on what you think about my post too.

Decisions after decisions. Dilemmas after dilemmas. It wont stop coming back to my mind.

 I've been getting a lot of people who doubted me, people who looked down on me too.

Whats so great about pin pointing on other people?

Have you ever asked yourself are you even better at what your doing? 

Its not really "cool" when people are trying and your the one thats messing it up for them.

Cut off some slacks man. Big talking to people where your not doing well at yourself either.

I know what I want AND I know what I want to do. 

A new year is coming soon and there's always a new resolution.

Stop pushing others and start pushing yourself.

 Call me drama but you don't know what I've been through. 

I'm honest and I want to make a difference out of this.

People taking advantage of you, making you a fool out of yourself..

One thing I learn is to never let others make that happen. 

 "Its a dog-eat-dog world out there" (Friends quote)

Keep on saying "the world is tough". 

Everybody knows that, it goes harder every time

 when you take each step to climb to the top. OBVIOUSLY!

As if I was born yesterday, seriously come on.. 

On the other hand, if you think its because I'm rebel on this. Seriously don't judge.

Instead of telling it to people why not tell it to yourself.

N if you can't handle it. Improvise. What you've caused its what you get,

Thats how it goes.

Sometimes they just don't know when to stop talking until the day you prove them wrong.

Thats the day when your the real winner. N your gonna feel great about it!

Someday I'm gonna prove those Motha b*tches wrong - Peter Chao

Well me too.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.

-Jasmin Rayhan-

KIDS THESE DAYS.

This is such a cute picture.. Isn't it cute? 

How many guys would do that this days?

No offence okay.. Hahaahaa.

Have you ever realize that kids these days are not how they seem to be? 

They are not as innocent as they seem to be now in fact,

I find that kids are really aggressive this days.. They got attitude and more like their not afraid to be daring.

They are so daring and brave and somehow it leaves me speechless. Its really sad to see it that way.

KIDS are thinking ahead could you believe it?. 

Sure the generation now is highly upgraded to everything.

I saw a kid owning an Iphone now, and when I was a kid I barely got myself a phone.

Well thats not the point.  The point is, kids have drastic thinking now. 

They think their teenagers or so forth maybe ADULTS. Highly mature "kononya".

As if they can speak with their minds. N to talk about their age, they are superbly young.

BELOW the 12 years old zone by the way.

 I find this a problem. I'm not insulting the kids these days. But they shouldn't act that way.

 KIDS are the next generation now.. Well who am I to talk about it right?

First thing, I love kids.. Its a first start to inspire someone and kids are my first start.

 Kids listen (sometimes) and I'm working in a place where kids are the reason for the job.. 

Well not really. But there are kids and I've been observing. 

Where are their politeness this days too? 

Have they not realize they are missing things in their age base?

Come on kids.. 

YOU HAVEN'T EVEN ENTER UPSR YET.

Influence is something strong. Kids absorb influence fast. 

They be really rebellious someday and theres no turning back to it.. 

Thats how it goes isn't it.., once your rude, your gonna be rebellious. 

Whenever I meet kids I always advice them to read. 

I'm NOT trying to be a "fairy god mother" to them or trying to SAVE THE DAY. 

I just love kids a lot and I don't want kids to be the bad faces. Get what I mean? 

Don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming the P.W.O.T 

Parental-way-of-teaching. 

KIDS should not meet LECTURING... YET. 

I've met kids who gets a lot of lectures from their parents and its not very nice to see a kid sad about it.

Sure they have to get some scoldings, but  what they need is good support and advices too. 

Also to not give them a massive spoiling-treatment. Bad turn!

I believe that kids should learn something good and useful for themselves. 

N I find that READING is the best solution so far. It never gets old either. 

N not forgetting to have fun. Enjoy life how it is.

LIFE AFTER SPM is great. 

Good Luck to those who are still having exams.

PROM is on Monday.

 :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

WHAT IN THE WORLD?

So I was working today and a friend of mine showed me a link. 

Pretty sure that everyone knows, I think. Its about a dude who killed himself just because his girlfriend wanted a break up and due to a slight of relationship problems. AND just today I was buying lunch for myself and while waiting for my food a couple sat right next to my table. The girl was shouting to her boyfriend

 When I mean shout.... I MEAN.. SHOUT.. 

The fact that how could a men would prefer to lost his life than loosing his girlfriend? Unbelievable.

I understand there is some parts of sympathy in his life but what the heck? ITS DUMB. 

Death is never the easy way out, your just being wasteful and brainless.

DON'T think I'm not an understanding person. I am understanding and I'm in a relationship too but I have always hold on to faith so much when things are thick and thin. 

Its easier said than to be done but when you hold on to faith I know it will work. Putting ourselves so low and down when it comes to a relationship.

Please.. where is your stand? Do remember that we still are individuals, especially to us all that are in a relationship now. YES. We love our bf's/gf's to bits and we can never let them go but ending it by suicide its just ridiculous. I really lose hope and respect to those people who thinks of suicide without even trying harder or keeping in to faith. As if I don't know how it feels to struggle. Reality check, everyone has hard times and worse times okay. Also to certain people who are now having the "after-break-up" and trying to make your lives miserable , no offence. Get over yourself and wake up. 

If the girl/guy don't want you no more then you gotta let it go and stop making a fool out of yourself. 

Some girls/guys are nice some girls are mean and if your a special guy/girl and he/she doesn't see it then its his/her freaking lost for being a total ass for leaving you. 

Be the better one and let him/her be the drama and sympathy one to peoples eyes. 

How far can they go anyway? Childish much.

 Also, what happend to the quote,

 "Theres more other fishes in the sea" ? 

As for the girl shouting to her boyfriend in front of everyone, 

I was really shock though that shes not afraid to face shame. 

Not to mention her innocent looking boyfriend totally lost his dignity real bad.

How can someone argue in public and scream so loud like a crazy lady to her boyfriend? Poor guy.

I heard the girl said 
"You don't spend time with me anymore. Go home and play with your stupid game lah". 

So I think and thought, maybe its because he would prefer to made out with his XBOX 360 and play HALO all night then going out spending time with his girlfriend. OR maybe his game is a much better "GIRLFRIEND" than his real life girlfriend now. Oooh and he maybe even play BLACK OPS!

What else? 

Fallout: New Vegas. 

Red Dead Redemption.

 Tron Evolution.

Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit.

Super Meat Power.

Damn I love all this games!! *Cough* anyway.. But why so angry for? 

Well thats another thing in statement. 

PLEASE LET YOUR BOYFRIEND SPEND TIME WITH THEIR GAMES.

 To me, I think a GOOD girlfriend would just sit and watch her boyfriend play while she supports him to win the game. An IDEAL girlfriend would sit with him AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER WITH HIM or even BEAT him in some certain games. N your not only gonna be a super sweet girlfriend in the end, your gonna be super sweet AND A SUPER COOL girlfriend . N if  you really wanna scold your boyfriend you should really do it at home.. Save the drama and save your face from embarrassment too OR if you don't bother about your dignity as a girl then go ahead and be a tigress in public. Theres even an advantage too if you wanna sound your boyfriend at home. If your so mad and your really out of control you can throw stuff at him and make his injury look like an accident. 

Oh I'm joking. As for the boys, PLAN a schedule okay. Or if you really can't just improvise. 

Teach your girlfriends your toys.. Cars, video games, whatever. :)

 -Jasmin Rayhan-

ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU

Life is a climb, but the view is great, and now.. There goes High School. 
I'm using the new blog font but I dunno if it looks different or not. 


The greatest/craziest/horrible/bad/amazing part in everyone's life. 
HIGH SCHOOL


Sad to say, It doesn't last forever. I suddenly felt the miss now. 
 Please, don't think I'm being drama. Actually I can be drama anytime I want. 
I'm just joking really. I just don't wanna bore you to death.


Right now, I feel like a vodka. Though I never taste it before but vodka is a mix flava.
I feel mix. This happy and sad feeling inside me now.
 Finishing school rocks.. Ending the moments sucks.
 I guess stepping out of SMKDJ is something that I'll never forget. 
Its been fun and great. I love the good old times. It gives me the "awwww" every time.
I don't wish to do it all over again. 
As in if  I would ever wanna RESTART high school all over again. 
I might say that now but I guess when I'm older and stepping foot into the REAL WORLD. 
I would super duper miss school much more. Yet a smile on my face 


Life's ahead. I'm super excited for prom by the way.
 Prom is something that is once in a lifetime. As my mom would put it.
 Everybody should go to prom. Its something special. 
Also could you believe it is already December! 
Not to mention I had a great SPM. It wasn't the stress and dying feeling at all.
The 3 weeks makes me wanna look forward for something new every day. 
Other than facing papers that is.
 I could say 2010 was a nice and grateful year for me. 


Learned a lot of lessons, hard lessons but it somehow made me realize the right thing now 
(WELL.. Obviously) and I faced many situations too. My situations can actually be better than those Korean dramas that you see okay.. I think.. Lastly not to mention KARMA. I admit it bit me hard in the ASS. See how strong my expression is? It was part of a huge struggle for me too, the biggest lesson ever. But I was very lucky in the end. AND without it, I wouldn't be how I am right now. I wish I could say best of both worlds but I don't have two worlds. 
To top it off I still had so much fun and a hell lot of beautiful memories this year.
I would never EVER forget about all those moments I've had with ALL of you.
 Yea you know who you are. *winks*
Thanks for always being there. Thanks for getting my back and the endless times of fun.
 Without all this, I'm just not special, and I like being special. 
Thanks to ALL of  you AND as we always like to put it


WERE A FAMILY *HEARTS*


-Jasmin Rayhan-

MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE

Yesterday I watched this really awesome Disney movie with my sister.. Well I gotta relax after a hell lot of hours studying  Sejarah.. I did my best so I don't care and I'm MOVING ON. Goodbye Sejarah it was nice reading you. Okay no more exam talk.. The movie is called

16 wishes.

To make myself clear. Nobody is too old for Disney Movies and this movie is all about making wishes!
Imagine having 16 wishes and it all come true.. Well heres how the story goes.
Abby Jensen (Which is the beautiful Debby Ryan from Suite Life on Deck) has been planning for her Sweet 16th birthday party ever since she was a little girl with a list of 16 wishes she wants to come true on her 16th birthday! She didn't really had a life that she always wanted. It doesn't satisfy her much where she don't have things like cool clothes and being popular, having a car and many more. Which includes having the guy of her dreams.. She expect everything to be perfect on her 16th birthday.. Though I can't blame her, I think Sweet 16 is important too..
But she made one mistake on one little wish and it really changed her life, 
well not really change her life. It just made her realize her mistake which was
wishing that people would treat her like a grown up. N when that wish was granted she actually became


A GROWN UP. 


Could you even imagine? Skipping graduation and prom and all the fun things to do when your a teenager??
Total life lesson where you realize that we gotta be careful when we wish for something. 
Well the point is.. Were still young and our road is still a long way more to go.. Sometimes we don't get the things we want in life. Thats for sure and we expect too much from things.
Sometimes the things we wish is a big mistake to wish for it.
I really think that this is the time where we should be making mistakes. A hell lot of mistakes, Okay but not without making any sense first. After our big mistake we would learn and be better when our "Adult Stage" comes. 
We've been hearing the quote "LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES".
Same goes to we shouldn't rush to grow up either. Live how it is.. Theres always a time for everything. 
It may be hard to wait sometimes. But it is all worth it in the end.


I have 4 more papers to go which is not a big deal for me. SPM is actually great. 
Before I hit the books, Imma want this to be a little different. I'm not sure how many readers I have but do 
tell me what YOU want me to write about. Anything as long as its a good topic. 
Formspring me and I shall do my best to it. Sharing views and comments are also accepted


Till next time and don't be shy to rate my blog too :)


-Jasmin Rayhan-

SHORT NOTE

If only life was a doodle,

Scribble here and there,

Then you put those beautiful colours,

We can always turn back if there's mistakes,

Everything seems easier in the end.

Excuse me for being a doodle freak.

DOODLES RULE.

Its fun to just draw something complicated.. Which somehow it tells a story.

Also.. Its the best way to express ourselves as well! 

ART IS EVERYTHING

I'm gonna start doodling again.

I still have a lot to polish up. My work just seems good and never better yet.

Gonna get those Sharpies.

Well this are one of those things I wanna do after SPM.

 Like my title says. Just a SHORT NOTE. 

=Jasmin Rayhan=

TIME PASSES FAST DON'T YOU THINK?

Just this morning I was listening to the radio and an old song came on.

Awwww. So whose a Spice Girls fan? Heehee.. Don't you guys love a good old song?

Sometimes I feel that songs can actually be our best friend. My thoughts that is.

Makes me remember all those beautiful memories I've had. Its amazing how life can be a joyride :)

Good times.. Very good times.

I would like to apologies for not updating..  I couldn't figure out what to write.

Then theres preparation for the SPM. The books and long hours of studying.
NO STRESS. NO FUSS. I'M SERIOUS.
I'm actually NOT afraid of SPM but I'm studying as much as I can. I'm not really the zombie type. :D

Good Luck to all Form 5's. Its NOW or NEVER..

We can do this! 

Have you ever get the feeling that time goes by too fast?

Just the other day I've graduated, Feels good to graduate! 

Thought maybe I wouldn't cry about it. But instead, I got that really sudden feeling inside me.

Everybody is saying. High school life is almost over.. Make it the fullest! Well I agree.
This feeling... Like, everything in you is changing and the next thing you know.

YOUR FEELING OLD.

Hahaaahaaa. Well I don't mean to feel old. 

Just you know. Especially to us seniors. Our lives are moving ahead.

With all the good times we've had in school and all..

I do wanna take back on my definition about friendship.

Some may leave us, but true friends will come back to you.

As for best friends, They can give every  pictures a meaning.

Someday were gonna look back at all of this. All the sentimental things.

We never know, we may have a good laugh about it too.
Because life is all about the happiness that we share with the ones we love. 


Like Prom :)


Okay speaking of prom. I can't wait. Its gonna be fun. 
I have no doubts that the DJ prom committee is working REAL hard to make the perfect night for all 
of us who will be attending prom. 

AND BEFORE I FORGET!

A special shout out to the Ex Candidates of  UPSR,

Congratulations to all. Do remember that this is just the beginning! So don't be sad! 
You kids (who are soon to be teens) got a long way more to go..
I believe that everyone of you are fireworks. So spark to the fullest :)

No matter what, Your result is your best. Because a wise person told me this, 

Its actually the effort you put to study hard. 


I shall end here for now.. Wont be updating until.. After SPM. Wish me luck! 


-Jasmin Rayhan-

DREAM IS JUST THE BEGINNING

The very LAST POST... FOR OCTOBER THAT IS :D
I have a formspring question and it really made me wanna write about it. The world of formspring drive me nuts sometimes. Majority people love to be really mean and nasty, but overall I like answering questions. No matter how nasty it is or how nice it is. Its just questions, and somehow statements.. Nothing to be affected about it too.


But this question really got me thinking to write about it.
This "Anonymous" think that dreams are not real. To make it more better for me to "understand", he/she added more details on why he/she don't believe in it.
One thing that makes me really sad is people who doesn't believe in dreams. 
Call me fairytale-fantasy-type of person or whatever you wanna call me I don't care because I'm just here to make my statement. I'm not saying I'm leaving in a fairytale either. I'm not that bimbo and yes this is reality. It really pissed me off when people think theres no such thing as dreams and hopes.


So go ahead you can say "KEEP DREAMING" or whatever. Someday I'll prove you wrong. (Judge me if you want.. I mark my words seriously.) Everybody knows that dreams are just the beginning to everything. Well at least I do hold on to that quote. You gotta start with a dream. A dream can be an aim. Its the first thing to do. The starting line. Don't you want to achieve in something? You want your dreams to come true you have to work for your dream. Isn't that the right thing?


Some people just don't see the brighter side of things. Dreams are real and yes, I do believe in dreams. If you really think that this are all a pack of nonsense then I guess your really insecure and you love seeing others fall. I have no doubts that you haven't found your true calling and your really a sad person and you don't believe in yourself either. I faced a lot of this people in my formspring and I really do wish theres hope for them to realize about themselves.  What is there to be so down about? You have to remember that everybody has a spark. You just have to find your spark. Nobody is the outcast in anything even if were different. Being different doesn't make us the odd one out either. Everyday is a brand new day. You just have to look forward to it. Don't always hold back.


-Jasmin Rayhan-

TRIALS ESSAY (CONTINUOUS WRITING)

I'm from SMK Damansara Jaya and I wrote this essay for my SPM trials exam 2010 :)

My parents think that I dream too much.

I could think of anything that's impossible and sometimes it's hard for me to describe it to others which made them think I'm weird and complicated. I always have big imaginations. Sometimes I let my imaginations to be my solution to everything till there's one fine day I've gone overboard, thinking that my neighbor was a vampire.

It was another ordinary day where I get up from bed and getting myself ready for school. I wasn't looking forward to school because I'm pretty much sure there will only be a few people present in class. Though I don't have a choice and I definitely don't want to be marked as absent. I had my morning cereal without milk. I don't like milk on my cereal so before I could read the morning newspaper the bus came.

Lucky for me, my friends Johann and Yean Yi were in class. The whole day we did nothing but talked. Playing a little game of "truth or dare". Classic, but it still wasn't entertaining. I asked them to come over to my house later after school. Just to kill our boredom they both agreed to my plan where they rather sit in my room doing nothing. Johann suggested we walked back to my house because the weather was nice to get a "slurpee". So the three of us walked and enjoyed our "slurpee" while it lasted. Suddenly, from out of the blue we noticed that there was a new neighbor that moved in right opposite my house.

My friends and I were curious, and then we saw the neighbor coming out from his car. He doesn't look like some old friendly person with a dog for his best friend. In fact, he was tall and pale, very pale and he wears this long black coat. He looks like a vampire. Something like Nosferatu. My crazy imaginations again.


As I got back up to my room I peeked at the window to have a look at him one more time. My imagination were tingling and I felt even more curious. I told my friends about it. Explaining to them in the most exaggerating way. Johann and Yean Yi were staring at me with their mouth wide open. They think I'm out of my mind, again. But I do admit I've gone crazy this time.

I had the most craziest yet dangerous plan, I should sneak into his house and to be extra sure of myself that he is a vampire or maybe not. Yean Yi never agrees with me. She thinks it's a stupid plan and it's going to end up as a huge problem later. She uses crimes and laws to fight with my debate but I still am too stubborn to care. Johann was up for it though. I'm guessing he was just too bored and he finds this sneaking into people's house are like the "Charlie's Angels". Johann is like my twin. Were really close and we agree on each other sometimes.


For my sake they agreed to it and so we packed some few important things like flashlights, our matching toy "walkie-talkies" that we got for Christmas which actually worked and some chewing gum where in the movies they had chewing gum too. The three of us decided to sneak in to the neighbor's house around night time but lucky for us the vampire neighbor went out to go do some errands.

The three of us walked and pretended that as if we were spies. Every spy has a brilliant idea and so I think the most brilliant idea is to break through the windows. Pretty impressive but lucky it was open so I went in first and Johann came in next. Yean Yi was too afraid so she kept a look out for us.

Everything was nicely organized in the house. A cozy living room with a big flat screen TV. There's no coffins and bats at all. Johann proved me wrong and decided to tease me for it. Suddenly there was a noise upstairs. There you go, an adventure for me. I guess it's not too late to prove Johann wrong now. We went upstairs and slowly looked around. There was this strange box that caught my eye. It looked like those ancient box and maybe there's something interesting inside like who knows maybe there's a potion or maybe even blood. As I almost opened the box I was anxiously excited then I heard a scream at my hip where I attached my walkie talkie at my pants.

Yean Yi screamed loud for us to get out because the vampire neighbor was home. Johann and I rushed off to the window. But it was guarded with a huge bull dog and it's blocking our way with his bark. It chased us around and we decided to split up. Johann managed to get out "flee free" as I was stucked with that horrible bull dog. I've really done it this time. My parents are going to kill me for this. I can't let them ground me again. I can't blame my imaginations now. I have to remain as a spy.

I tried to find a place to get out. Every window was locked and there's no time to find the key. So I changed my plan. I shall hide in one of the rooms. As I went in to a room I saw a little girl. She suspiciously asked why am I here. I panicked and begged for an exit.


The girl had a happy face. She wont stop giggling and so she lead me to a strange door. I don't have a choice but to trust her and so I went into the door. Thought maybe as I opened the door I'll be in another world but I came out safe instead. Before I could catch my breath and thank god for it I realized that I had stepped on some dog poo. This is what I get for being a spy. I went out of the house and saw my friends and they asked me if I was alright.

We wanted to walked back to my house but then we saw the neighbor. Who wasn't actually a vampire. He asked us what were we doing outside his house. We were speechless and we don't know what to say. The little girl came out of the house and told him that the three of us were nice enough to come over for a visit to say hi.


Clearing up the evidence we just said yes. For adding more prove, Johann gave the little girl some chewing gum as a welcome present. It wasn't a nice present but I guess it worked. I promise to Johann and Yean Yi to never do such a crazy plan like this again. Although being a spy can be fun. Thank goodness for the unexpected stranger. Otherwise we would all have been in serious trouble.

Thanks for reading. (yes there were some grammar mistakes)

Good luck for your exams!! Let your imaginations run wild! :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=