I am JaszyRay

My photo
Since you're here, just start reading. Who knows you might find me interesting.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

READY FOR 2011

Tumblr_ldu2qsst3m1qb4zpko1_500_large


New Year is coming which means.
Everything NEW.


2010 has been a great year for me as I learned and experienced many things. - Which is GREAT!
Ups and downs coming along the way - It NEVER ends.
 Not to mention a great Surprise 17th Birthday from my 2 best girls. - LOVE you both.
 I hope that 2011 would be a better year for each and everyone of us.



Here is my wish to all of you:

We should not be disappointed with ourselves because we are not perfect human beings.

Nobody in this world is perfect.

 We should always try to be better all the time.

 The bright side is that there's always a brand new day for all of us.

We should always hope for the best to come. - Take it as a blessing!

Start something new and great for ourselves.

Take the chance and be happy because its worth it.

Have a great NEW YEAR :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

Friday, December 24, 2010

PEOPLE JUST WONT STOP


Listening to I'm Not Afraid - Eminem thanks to a best friend of mine.. 
Love you Stephanie Thong :)
Always be happy no matter what life gets you! Thats for sure.


So how many of you have haters.. Haahaaa. 
Everyone got themselves a big bag of haters.
Even Mark Zuckerberg have haters too. More like "enemies".
 Ahhhhh the quote in the movie is so beautiful.


YOU DONT GET TO 500 MILLION FRIENDS,
WITHOUT MAKING A FEW ENEMIES.


I haven't watched the movie THE SOCIAL NETWORK yet, 
but I will soon and hope to learn something good from it. I'm searching for inspirations now.
 Great ideas and as I get to learn those trades too. 
I'm now on a mission to make my dreams a reality. 
Which is to inspire people.


I've learned a lot this week. Okay.. Since SPM ended. 
I've learned so much through working. I'm seeing the real world now (for 3 months actually). 
I love challenges and I take challenges in life every day.
EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY! :D
I know I'm too young for it (most of you think so) but thats what I wanna do, 
N I like a lot! I love it so much because I love learning.
Its also great because I love meeting new people. PR/Human Resources (its the same right?)
 is just important to me and I'm gaining a lot respects too!


I believe that people should do something that they love doing. 
What could possibly go wrong?
I'm in reality and this are my facts on what I've gone through this couple of weeks.
Sharing my experience and hopefully it somehow reflects on what you think about my post too.


Decisions after decisions. Dilemmas after dilemmas. It wont stop coming back to my mind.
 I've been getting a lot of people who doubted me, people who looked down on me too.
Whats so great about pin pointing on other people?
Have you ever asked yourself are you even better at what your doing? 
Its not really "cool" when people are trying and your the one thats messing it up for them.


Cut off some slacks man. Big talking to people where your not doing well at yourself either.
I know what I want AND I know what I want to do. 
A new year is coming soon and there's always a new resolution.
Stop pushing others and start pushing yourself.
 Call me drama but you don't know what I've been through. 
I'm honest and I want to make a difference out of this.


People taking advantage of you, making you a fool out of yourself..
One thing I learn is to never let others make that happen. 
 "Its a dog-eat-dog world out there" (Friends quote)
Keep on saying "the world is tough". 


Everybody knows that, it goes harder every time
 when you take each step to climb to the top. OBVIOUSLY!
As if I was born yesterday, seriously come on.. 
On the other hand, if you think its because I'm rebel on this. Seriously don't judge.
Instead of telling it to people why not tell it to yourself.
N if you can't handle it. Improvise. What you've caused its what you get,
Thats how it goes.


Sometimes they just don't know when to stop talking until the day you prove them wrong.
Thats the day when your the real winner. N your gonna feel great about it!

Someday I'm gonna prove those Motha b*tches wrong - Peter Chao


Well me too.


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.

-Jasmin Rayhan-

Friday, December 17, 2010

KIDS THESE DAYS.


This is such a cute picture.. Isn't it cute? 
How many guys would do that this days?
No offence okay.. Hahaahaa.


Have you ever realize that kids these days are not how they seem to be? 
They are not as innocent as they seem to be now in fact,
I find that kids are really aggressive this days.. They got attitude and more like their not afraid to be daring.
They are so daring and brave and somehow it leaves me speechless. Its really sad to see it that way.


KIDS are thinking ahead could you believe it?. 
Sure the generation now is highly upgraded to everything.
I saw a kid owning an Iphone now, and when I was a kid I barely got myself a phone.


Well thats not the point.  The point is, kids have drastic thinking now. 
They think their teenagers or so forth maybe ADULTS. Highly mature "kononya".
As if they can speak with their minds. N to talk about their age, they are superbly young.
BELOW the 12 years old zone by the way.
 I find this a problem. I'm not insulting the kids these days. But they shouldn't act that way.
 KIDS are the next generation now.. Well who am I to talk about it right?


First thing, I love kids.. Its a first start to inspire someone and kids are my first start.
 Kids listen (sometimes) and I'm working in a place where kids are the reason for the job.. 
Well not really. But there are kids and I've been observing. 
Where are their politeness this days too? 
Have they not realize they are missing things in their age base?
Come on kids.. 


YOU HAVEN'T EVEN ENTER UPSR YET.
Influence is something strong. Kids absorb influence fast. 
They be really rebellious someday and theres no turning back to it.. 
Thats how it goes isn't it.., once your rude, your gonna be rebellious. 


Whenever I meet kids I always advice them to read. 
I'm NOT trying to be a "fairy god mother" to them or trying to SAVE THE DAY. 
I just love kids a lot and I don't want kids to be the bad faces. Get what I mean? 
Don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming the P.W.O.T 


Parental-way-of-teaching. 


KIDS should not meet LECTURING... YET. 
I've met kids who gets a lot of lectures from their parents and its not very nice to see a kid sad about it.
Sure they have to get some scoldings, but  what they need is good support and advices too. 
Also to not give them a massive spoiling-treatment. Bad turn!



I believe that kids should learn something good and useful for themselves. 
N I find that READING is the best solution so far. It never gets old either. 
N not forgetting to have fun. Enjoy life how it is.


LIFE AFTER SPM is great. 
Good Luck to those who are still having exams.
PROM is on Monday.
 :)


-Jasmin Rayhan-

Friday, December 10, 2010

WHAT IN THE WORLD?

Iel1k9_large


So I was working today and a friend of mine showed me a link. 
Pretty sure that everyone knows, I think. Its about a dude who killed himself just because his girlfriend wanted a break up and due to a slight of relationship problems. AND just today I was buying lunch for myself and while waiting for my food a couple sat right next to my table. The girl was shouting to her boyfriend
 When I mean shout.... I MEAN.. SHOUT.. 

The fact that how could a men would prefer to lost his life than loosing his girlfriend? Unbelievable.
I understand there is some parts of sympathy in his life but what the heck? ITS DUMB. 
Death is never the easy way out, your just being wasteful and brainless.
DON'T think I'm not an understanding person. I am understanding and I'm in a relationship too but I have always hold on to faith so much when things are thick and thin. 
Its easier said than to be done but when you hold on to faith I know it will work. Putting ourselves so low and down when it comes to a relationship.
Please.. where is your stand? Do remember that we still are individuals, especially to us all that are in a relationship now. YES. We love our bf's/gf's to bits and we can never let them go but ending it by suicide its just ridiculous. I really lose hope and respect to those people who thinks of suicide without even trying harder or keeping in to faith. As if I don't know how it feels to struggle. Reality check, everyone has hard times and worse times okay. Also to certain people who are now having the "after-break-up" and trying to make your lives miserable , no offence. Get over yourself and wake up. 
If the girl/guy don't want you no more then you gotta let it go and stop making a fool out of yourself. 
Some girls/guys are nice some girls are mean and if your a special guy/girl and he/she doesn't see it then its his/her freaking lost for being a total ass for leaving you. 
Be the better one and let him/her be the drama and sympathy one to peoples eyes. 
How far can they go anyway? Childish much.
 Also, what happend to the quote,
 "Theres more other fishes in the sea" ? 


As for the girl shouting to her boyfriend in front of everyone, 
I was really shock though that shes not afraid to face shame. 
Not to mention her innocent looking boyfriend totally lost his dignity real bad.
How can someone argue in public and scream so loud like a crazy lady to her boyfriend? Poor guy.
I heard the girl said 
"You don't spend time with me anymore. Go home and play with your stupid game lah". 


So I think and thought, maybe its because he would prefer to made out with his XBOX 360 and play HALO all night then going out spending time with his girlfriend. OR maybe his game is a much better "GIRLFRIEND" than his real life girlfriend now. Oooh and he maybe even play BLACK OPS!
What else? 

Fallout: New Vegas. 

Red Dead Redemption.

 Tron Evolution.

Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit.

Super Meat Power.

Damn I love all this games!! *Cough* anyway.. But why so angry for? 
Well thats another thing in statement. 
PLEASE LET YOUR BOYFRIEND SPEND TIME WITH THEIR GAMES.
 To me, I think a GOOD girlfriend would just sit and watch her boyfriend play while she supports him to win the game. An IDEAL girlfriend would sit with him AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER WITH HIM or even BEAT him in some certain games. N your not only gonna be a super sweet girlfriend in the end, your gonna be super sweet AND A SUPER COOL girlfriend . N if  you really wanna scold your boyfriend you should really do it at home.. Save the drama and save your face from embarrassment too OR if you don't bother about your dignity as a girl then go ahead and be a tigress in public. Theres even an advantage too if you wanna sound your boyfriend at home. If your so mad and your really out of control you can throw stuff at him and make his injury look like an accident. 
Oh I'm joking. As for the boys, PLAN a schedule okay. Or if you really can't just improvise. 
Teach your girlfriends your toys.. Cars, video games, whatever. :)


 -Jasmin Rayhan-

Thursday, December 9, 2010

ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU


Life is a climb, but the view is great, and now.. There goes High School. 
I'm using the new blog font but I dunno if it looks different or not. 


The greatest/craziest/horrible/bad/amazing part in everyone's life. 
HIGH SCHOOL


Sad to say, It doesn't last forever. I suddenly felt the miss now. 
 Please, don't think I'm being drama. Actually I can be drama anytime I want. 
I'm just joking really. I just don't wanna bore you to death.


Right now, I feel like a vodka. Though I never taste it before but vodka is a mix flava.
I feel mix. This happy and sad feeling inside me now.
 Finishing school rocks.. Ending the moments sucks.
 I guess stepping out of SMKDJ is something that I'll never forget. 
Its been fun and great. I love the good old times. It gives me the "awwww" every time.
I don't wish to do it all over again. 
As in if  I would ever wanna RESTART high school all over again. 
I might say that now but I guess when I'm older and stepping foot into the REAL WORLD
I would super duper miss school much more. Yet a smile on my face 


Life's ahead. I'm super excited for prom by the way.
 Prom is something that is once in a lifetime. As my mom would put it.
 Everybody should go to prom. Its something special. 
Also could you believe it is already December! 
Not to mention I had a great SPM. It wasn't the stress and dying feeling at all.
The 3 weeks makes me wanna look forward for something new every day. 
Other than facing papers that is.
 I could say 2010 was a nice and grateful year for me. 


Learned a lot of lessons, hard lessons but it somehow made me realize the right thing now 
(WELL.. Obviously) and I faced many situations too. My situations can actually be better than those Korean dramas that you see okay.. I think.. Lastly not to mention KARMA. I admit it bit me hard in the ASS. See how strong my expression is? It was part of a huge struggle for me too, the biggest lesson ever. But I was very lucky in the end. AND without it, I wouldn't be how I am right now. I wish I could say best of both worlds but I don't have two worlds. 
To top it off I still had so much fun and a hell lot of beautiful memories this year.
I would never EVER forget about all those moments I've had with ALL of you.
 Yea you know who you are. *winks*
Thanks for always being there. Thanks for getting my back and the endless times of fun.
 Without all this, I'm just not special, and I like being special. 
Thanks to ALL of  you AND as we always like to put it


WERE A FAMILY *HEARTS*


-Jasmin Rayhan-