DREAM IS JUST THE BEGINNING

The very LAST POST... FOR OCTOBER THAT IS :D
I have a formspring question and it really made me wanna write about it. The world of formspring drive me nuts sometimes. Majority people love to be really mean and nasty, but overall I like answering questions. No matter how nasty it is or how nice it is. Its just questions, and somehow statements.. Nothing to be affected about it too.


But this question really got me thinking to write about it.
This "Anonymous" think that dreams are not real. To make it more better for me to "understand", he/she added more details on why he/she don't believe in it.
One thing that makes me really sad is people who doesn't believe in dreams. 
Call me fairytale-fantasy-type of person or whatever you wanna call me I don't care because I'm just here to make my statement. I'm not saying I'm leaving in a fairytale either. I'm not that bimbo and yes this is reality. It really pissed me off when people think theres no such thing as dreams and hopes.


So go ahead you can say "KEEP DREAMING" or whatever. Someday I'll prove you wrong. (Judge me if you want.. I mark my words seriously.) Everybody knows that dreams are just the beginning to everything. Well at least I do hold on to that quote. You gotta start with a dream. A dream can be an aim. Its the first thing to do. The starting line. Don't you want to achieve in something? You want your dreams to come true you have to work for your dream. Isn't that the right thing?


Some people just don't see the brighter side of things. Dreams are real and yes, I do believe in dreams. If you really think that this are all a pack of nonsense then I guess your really insecure and you love seeing others fall. I have no doubts that you haven't found your true calling and your really a sad person and you don't believe in yourself either. I faced a lot of this people in my formspring and I really do wish theres hope for them to realize about themselves.  What is there to be so down about? You have to remember that everybody has a spark. You just have to find your spark. Nobody is the outcast in anything even if were different. Being different doesn't make us the odd one out either. Everyday is a brand new day. You just have to look forward to it. Don't always hold back.


-Jasmin Rayhan-

TRIALS ESSAY (CONTINUOUS WRITING)

I'm from SMK Damansara Jaya and I wrote this essay for my SPM trials exam 2010 :)

My parents think that I dream too much.

I could think of anything that's impossible and sometimes it's hard for me to describe it to others which made them think I'm weird and complicated. I always have big imaginations. Sometimes I let my imaginations to be my solution to everything till there's one fine day I've gone overboard, thinking that my neighbor was a vampire.

It was another ordinary day where I get up from bed and getting myself ready for school. I wasn't looking forward to school because I'm pretty much sure there will only be a few people present in class. Though I don't have a choice and I definitely don't want to be marked as absent. I had my morning cereal without milk. I don't like milk on my cereal so before I could read the morning newspaper the bus came.

Lucky for me, my friends Johann and Yean Yi were in class. The whole day we did nothing but talked. Playing a little game of "truth or dare". Classic, but it still wasn't entertaining. I asked them to come over to my house later after school. Just to kill our boredom they both agreed to my plan where they rather sit in my room doing nothing. Johann suggested we walked back to my house because the weather was nice to get a "slurpee". So the three of us walked and enjoyed our "slurpee" while it lasted. Suddenly, from out of the blue we noticed that there was a new neighbor that moved in right opposite my house.

My friends and I were curious, and then we saw the neighbor coming out from his car. He doesn't look like some old friendly person with a dog for his best friend. In fact, he was tall and pale, very pale and he wears this long black coat. He looks like a vampire. Something like Nosferatu. My crazy imaginations again.


As I got back up to my room I peeked at the window to have a look at him one more time. My imagination were tingling and I felt even more curious. I told my friends about it. Explaining to them in the most exaggerating way. Johann and Yean Yi were staring at me with their mouth wide open. They think I'm out of my mind, again. But I do admit I've gone crazy this time.

I had the most craziest yet dangerous plan, I should sneak into his house and to be extra sure of myself that he is a vampire or maybe not. Yean Yi never agrees with me. She thinks it's a stupid plan and it's going to end up as a huge problem later. She uses crimes and laws to fight with my debate but I still am too stubborn to care. Johann was up for it though. I'm guessing he was just too bored and he finds this sneaking into people's house are like the "Charlie's Angels". Johann is like my twin. Were really close and we agree on each other sometimes.


For my sake they agreed to it and so we packed some few important things like flashlights, our matching toy "walkie-talkies" that we got for Christmas which actually worked and some chewing gum where in the movies they had chewing gum too. The three of us decided to sneak in to the neighbor's house around night time but lucky for us the vampire neighbor went out to go do some errands.

The three of us walked and pretended that as if we were spies. Every spy has a brilliant idea and so I think the most brilliant idea is to break through the windows. Pretty impressive but lucky it was open so I went in first and Johann came in next. Yean Yi was too afraid so she kept a look out for us.

Everything was nicely organized in the house. A cozy living room with a big flat screen TV. There's no coffins and bats at all. Johann proved me wrong and decided to tease me for it. Suddenly there was a noise upstairs. There you go, an adventure for me. I guess it's not too late to prove Johann wrong now. We went upstairs and slowly looked around. There was this strange box that caught my eye. It looked like those ancient box and maybe there's something interesting inside like who knows maybe there's a potion or maybe even blood. As I almost opened the box I was anxiously excited then I heard a scream at my hip where I attached my walkie talkie at my pants.

Yean Yi screamed loud for us to get out because the vampire neighbor was home. Johann and I rushed off to the window. But it was guarded with a huge bull dog and it's blocking our way with his bark. It chased us around and we decided to split up. Johann managed to get out "flee free" as I was stucked with that horrible bull dog. I've really done it this time. My parents are going to kill me for this. I can't let them ground me again. I can't blame my imaginations now. I have to remain as a spy.

I tried to find a place to get out. Every window was locked and there's no time to find the key. So I changed my plan. I shall hide in one of the rooms. As I went in to a room I saw a little girl. She suspiciously asked why am I here. I panicked and begged for an exit.


The girl had a happy face. She wont stop giggling and so she lead me to a strange door. I don't have a choice but to trust her and so I went into the door. Thought maybe as I opened the door I'll be in another world but I came out safe instead. Before I could catch my breath and thank god for it I realized that I had stepped on some dog poo. This is what I get for being a spy. I went out of the house and saw my friends and they asked me if I was alright.

We wanted to walked back to my house but then we saw the neighbor. Who wasn't actually a vampire. He asked us what were we doing outside his house. We were speechless and we don't know what to say. The little girl came out of the house and told him that the three of us were nice enough to come over for a visit to say hi.


Clearing up the evidence we just said yes. For adding more prove, Johann gave the little girl some chewing gum as a welcome present. It wasn't a nice present but I guess it worked. I promise to Johann and Yean Yi to never do such a crazy plan like this again. Although being a spy can be fun. Thank goodness for the unexpected stranger. Otherwise we would all have been in serious trouble.

Thanks for reading. (yes there were some grammar mistakes)

Good luck for your exams!! Let your imaginations run wild! :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=

JUST HORRIBLE

How can people be so cruel to animals?

Like really animals are such amazing creatures and they have feelings too.

I was watching Discovery Channel and it was about penguins. Seriously some human beings are just so heartless. Its like they don't even have feelings at all. They caught a female penguin in such a cruel way by grabbing its neck tightly and simply threw it in the cage and trapped it just like that and the people just doesn't even bother about the baby penguins crying for their mother.. Why can't they take the baby penguins too right?

Well firstly, I get it. Its their jobs to get the penguins and to put them in places like the zoo or whatever for the world's entertainment. But its not the right way to just grab and go. Don't they have education at all? Seriously this is just absurd. Same goes to ALL the other animals. As another example. CHICKENS. They prefer to torture them before killing it.. Its NOT amusing to see an animal screaming in pain. Its so evil and wrong. Don't they ever have sense?. It disgust me and it made me felt sad at the same time.. Animals should NOT be abuse at all. What have they done to deserve that really..


Some are even idiots to just post a video of themselves torturing an animal. OKAY THAT'S JUST SICKENING. Drowning. Kicking. Burning. Whats the reason for that?! Trying to prove to everyone that your so cool?! Your the brainless one in the end. Well screw you people for doing that. People who are so lifeless will find it fun to do such nonsense. Haven't they ever think if they were the animal? Exactly my point. Leave the animals alone and surprisingly they are much better creatures than us.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

AU REVOIR TRIALS

Have you ever thought of something you wanna do? Something amazing that you could remember for the rest of your life? N when you thought of it. Theres just so many interesting things waiting for you to try. SOMETHING CRAZY AND FUN! Like I've said, I'm highly imaginative and I often think. I have a lot of interesting things that I wanna do in life.

I just feel that life shouldn't be wasted.. The quote "We only live once".

Well hold on to that. Its true and you wont regret on believing it. There's always the right time for everything. We just have to go through it without a rush.. One thing I learn though.. Its not about having the best childhood or teenage life ever. It is how you want your life to be. Whats the right decision and what are the choices that you choose. NOW thats a change.

The trials are over!! SPM your next!

Felt so great that I actually did well on trials.. After a lot of revising and studying.

Well its worth everything in the end.. I still have to continue doing it for 7 more weeks??

Hope that I have descent results. Time is going by fast.. VERY fast :)

As if it was just yesterday I turned 17. See how fast that was?

It was an amazing day..

In every reality, there must be some fairytale parts- JR

= Jasmin Rayhan =

SHES BACK

I'm back! Damn this blog.. I can't believe am gonna say this but. IT LOOKS DEAD.

Im sorry. I just don't have anything interesting to write.

I mean the Namewee post was a hit. So many people have been asking and sharing views with me. I like that. Its really cool and I wish to do it more often for this blog.

Do share your views and thoughts :D.

I like making a difference and I do wish to pursue that.

The trials are on.. So far so.. GREAT. One more subject to go. PERDAGANGAN.

Thats pretty much a subject where you have to memorize lots of facts..

Without facts you can kiss your full marks goodbye.

Ooooh and my birthday is tomorrow! I'm turning 17! Yay!!

Things have definitely change for the better. High school is gonna be over and Imma make this a good high school year like any other years of High school but better and I'm not sad that I be leaving the school. Because I always put myself as a lucky person but never perfect. I do have ups and downs. But everything turns out good in the end. A bigger journey will soon come. Nothing to worry about because the trick is.

ITS ALL ABOUT BEING YOURSELF AND KNOWING THAT YOU ARE SPECIAL.

Yes special is included. Because everyone is special in their own ways.

For start, nobody is born ugly. I'm POSITIVE that in this whole world. NOBODY IS BORN UGLY. Were just not perfect human beings which makes us think were ugly. Always be blessed with what you have. You should be grateful that were born fortunate. Some are not fortunate at all. Its all about appreciate with what you got. Compare to some brats who think death is a solution when nothing turns out well for them and yet they give up so easily. You should be ashamed of yourself that some unfortunate people can still go on with their lives. Everyone has their own abilities. But it is always the things we think of ourselves put us down a lot. Some just don't have the confidence to think that their good looking. Some just think their never good enough in anything. Truth is, it shows that your not trying hard enough or maybe your not even trying. There's so many ways for you to improve on yourself. You just have to keep searching for it. OK lets put this as an easy explanation.

GIRLS AND MAKE UP.

Their toys for girls. GIRLS need make up. Seriously WE NEED THEM. I believe that natural beauty comes when you work to get it. Simple as it is. If a girl think shes not pretty and it brings her down. The solution is make up. Or getting facial treatments etc.

Their ways to be pretty. Like taking care of your skin if you happen to be born with bad skin. But putting way too much make up is still bad. You just gotta know when to maintain it right?

Same goes to guys. If you hate the way you look. Take initiative to do something about it!

Its called a MAKE OVER. The point is that you should always do something that make you feel good about yourself. After all it is what you think in the end. It is certain that teenagers are stages where we feel insecure with ourselves. You just gotta try harder ;) and in the end it benefits you.. Trust me. Having your own uniqueness is already a good step in a teenage life. Without your own identity its just wrong. NEVER be a second. Because were born to show ourselves that were good and were proper human beings. It all ends with you saying "YES.. I am good enough".

=Jasmin Rayhan=