SELENA

Its official. I have eczema... NO Its not contagious. Its just a skin disorder and having that sucks. REAL. BAD. Oh well.... Wow.. Its gonna be June soon.. Commerce (Perdagangan) is tomorrow.. Hell I don't even bother reading the form 5 chapters. I covered the form 4's but It wouldn't be enough to score an awesome grade. I guess I'm so excited for holidays. Hey everybody is.. Omg I was watching SELENA last night. You know the Mexican-American singer who made it BIG and sadly her career ended at the age of 23 because she was shot? It was so tragic and sad.. I mean.. She was doing so well already. So young and beautiful, NOT to forget she was very talented.... And her husband's name is Chris!

 Jennifer Lopez did a great job as well. She played as her on the movie. Perfect casting. She is the perfect person to play as Selena. I remember my first time watching Selena ON TAPE not ON CD.. I was so young and dad told me to watch the movie. I totally fell in love with the dancing and the being on stage thing. The outfits were so... Glittery.. Well Selena is an Icon now. It's amazing how she keeps touching people's hearts with her music. I really wanna do that someday :).


Don't you think is great? Doing something you really love and someday you made it right to the top. Success that is. Well I have to keep believing in myself for that.. I know I can. Because life is a climb but the view is great



=Jasmin Rayhan=

CHECK MATE

Physics paper today. I didn't take physics so am now at home chilling. Well I be chilling for awhile because I need to go through Commerce (perdagangan) later. Isn't this awesome? Not really hahaaa. Only 2 more papers to go and I'm free.. FROM MID TERM. I'm fully free when SPM is over. 7 subjects are not that hard. Well I really need to work on Sejarah and Math now. I know I'm failing on mid term but I mark my words. I wont fail on trials. Because I know I can do it. I don't mind not getting an A but a pass would be really nice. Do believe in me that I can and I will. Going through many things this year. Some were unexpected and some were surprising. A very good friend told me this

"Its our last year here anyway. Were never gonna see them again". I truly believe in that. Whats the use of hanging out with people who just love putting you down? Its not nice at all to put someone down you know. I don' find it entertaining at all. Even people around us feel the vibes. People see and people know. (Then again we can't blame them for having eyes). I'm really tired with the insults and the gossips and also the criticism. She also said
"She calls herself a true Christian when she's being a bl**dy Hypocrite".

So you call yourself a goodie goodie when your the one spreading the venom?
Readers, don't you think its a waste of time? Facing this kind of people and actually think their your friends? Isn't it tiring to hear peoples criticism and insults? How long will this last?

Example. Justin Bieber.
Ok why hate him?

Because his gay.

Because his voice sounds like a girl.

When his voice crack, his career is gonna be over.

Now that is one thing I REALLY disagree. A career will never be over unless you want it to be. But the Chris Brown case is different la, he siao siao edi. So whats the use of creating groups like Justin Bieber sucks, Condom sizes XXL, XL, L, M, S, XS, JUSTIN BIEBER. Don't you think its a waste of time? Your probably thinking its a tough world out there right now if you happen to imagine your in Justin Bieber shoes. How would you like it when your compared to condom sizes and such. JB is gay because of his voice? His voice crack already. Isn't it good? Read again. HIS-VOICE-CRACK. That means better voice this time. So you don't need to say he sounds like a girl. I'm not a Justin Bieber fan and I don't go

OMG-JB-I-LOVE-YOU-PLEASE-MARRY-ME (well only to Kris Allen. But I'm not gonna put him in the picture now). To me his consider good already and his song baby is nice. I love that song. Still this is my point about criticism and insults. Its a waste of time and it won't last long. If you happen to disagree, That's your point so keep it to yourself. I'm just saying.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

SATURDAY

Saturday and raining. I really do like rainy days. I don't find it sad but really I love it especially when your really cozy at home. Exams are still on. I only have about four subjects left. Facebook and blog calms me down after a very nice study time. I wouldn't say I haven't been using the computer for so long or I'm banned from using the computer until exam ends. I would just take at least an hour or two to be on the computer. Mom likes the way I plan that way. She says "very nice organizing. Hope you follow it until SPM". Hahaaa very funny mom. Mom is very funny really.
So this morning, I was surfing youtube. Listening to Korean songs. I like Korean songs and I'm a fan of SS501 :). Well while surfing, I find this song REALLY catchy. It made my head went right right and left left like how Doraemon use to do it. Did I just compare myself to Doraemon? Oh bummer... Anyway the song is called Same Heart from a girl band Kara. The song is nice. By just a look on their cover. I finally know this band. I'm really outdated as well. My cousin says this band is so popular already and only today I discover them. I guess that's the whole point in the entertainment world. You have to be smart to attract people. Korean bands are really a hit now. Even dad was wondering "why listen to Korean songs when you don't even know what their saying?". Well he has a point. He also notices that my PSP was flooded with Korean songs. Haa. Haa. Haa. Well, I guess its because the songs that we look in to nowadays are catchy beats or just anything. This is just my point really, if you happen to disagree, its alright. Being original is the only way to be in the entertainment world and I don't think anyone would want to be second best every time. I know because I wanna be in the entertainment world as well. Then again, I still have a long way more to get that dream of mine AND I'm gonna get it some day :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=

OK I HATE THIS

I really don't like to NOT update my blog. That's just not me at all.. People's excuse would probably be "I'm having exams now or something".. Well to me, all I have to do is just balance up my time.. Omg I still haven't get a chat box yet.. I shall get it now. Or maybe later. The Mid Terms are here and heck todays English paper was so manageable. I hope to score an A. :) I'm really focus for this exam. A good start for preparing SPM don't you think? That's the only thing I'm waiting to be done. I don't care anything else but just that.
(Well not that I don't care for myself and my love ones. Don't get me wrong) Just a few days back I discovered disturbance of backstabbing. Surprisingly I never knew a close friend would do that. As if I don't know what she have been saying to "her gossip machines" in class behind my back. Now I'm not gossiping on my blog ok. The things I'm writing now are THE FACTS and I chose to not gossip. SHE can gossip all she wants. Its not my lost and I got better things to do than to entertain that cat fish. Because in the end."Who gossips with you will gossip of you". Nuff said. Not to mention I prefer to choose the better road for my own good. I don't wanna be too harsh but well in this situations I have to because being too nice to people would somehow give them the advantage to overcome you.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

I SHALL DO IT AGAIN

Apparently this is not NOT a new blog. It used to be my blog for all my pictures for show. I decided to make this as my "open blog" (NOT private) for everyone to read now because I realize people have been taking my pictures from this blog. Way smooth..Oh well its alright. Managing a private blog and an open blog.. That's cool and yes.. I have 2 blogs and I spent a lot of time writing at my first blog.. I guess is because writing is fun for me.. More like a hobby as well. All I could think of now are exams. Mid term is tomorrow and I'm glad that I'm prepared for it. Just how the friend always told me. "Its just a matter of effort to study". Two days back I was reading the WHOLE form 4 short stories and poems. I love reading as well. Building up knowledge and learning new words, "Bombastic words" and well poems.. Is passion for me.. Really it is. Ok back to form 4 English, I guess my favorite short story is "The Sound Machine" by Roald Dahl . Somehow Klausner (the main character) is a bit similar to me. Were not crazy people were just, you know sometimes when you think of something that you think its right but others doesn't think so and they tend to think your being overreacting then you try proving them wrong. That's a lesson to learn. People have different thoughts every time. None of us is the exact same. I hope I'm not making each and every one of you readers bored. I shall stop here now and.. I can see that this BLOG is so plain. Don't worry I'll do a bit more finishing touches soon like having a nice background and even have a "Chat Box". Now about that. I appreciate "no spamming". :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=