STANDING ON A HALLWAY

Do you ever feel to always be alone where no one can ever find you,

sitting on a dark place, hearing nothing but only you breathing and 

seeing a little bit of light coming through from a small window, or maybe not.

Just because you want to leave and be in a place where only you would fit in 

because you want to get out from the bad things that happen lately.

You loose your grip and you just want to be all by yourself. 

And you find that it is easier to think and holding back the time.

So sorrow, you wonder to yourself when is all this going to stop.

I'm not actually being emo right now.

 I'm just trying to express a feeling out of the picture on top.

Its all in the heart :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

A SPECIAL SOMEONE.

This week makes me feel a little special.

Well, I like being special. Everybody deserves to be special too right?

Being special makes you feel good. 

Good about yourself and its not about you being a show off or anything, 

So how do I put it.

Like when your working hard and learning new things, thats what I've been doing now 

until I decide what I really wanna do. 

Its all in plan but I don't wanna rush. I'm really happy with what I'm doing now.

Sometimes when you do something without having anything in return, 

well actually, you do get something in return. 

Instead of getting what you want, it is getting what you need or even putting a smile on someones face. 

Because everything you do will always end up something good. 

I may not get what I want but 

I do get what I need which is love and knowledge and making a special someone happy. 

Thats what I learned this week, you will always get something in return no matter what you do, 

good or bad. AND, I love seeing my mom happy. She is the special someone :)

So who is your special someone?

-Jasmin Rayhan-

A NEW YOU... IS NEVER TOO LATE.

A friend of mine almost had a screw up life. She/he was often crushed by sadness. Sometimes its just hard for her/him, because nobody understands whats up with her/him. People just expect too much and would ignore other people's drama because they don't know how it feels. I don't expect myself as the miracle but all I could be was her/his best friend.


So I told him/her that its alright, I did the comfort, talking it out is the only way and I showed the love. Any friend would do this to their own best friends. That is what friends are for. I don't want her/him to be sad. What everybody needs is happiness.. I knew from the very start, she/he is my best friend. She/he was always there for me no matter what. How often would I get a friend like that. I should be lucky and glad, and I am. Now its my turn to be there for her.


Its never too late for anything. Its your own choice to start on something that you want. Follow your heart is one thing, you got to believe in it too. She/he feels better now. Its great to see her/him to smile again, the laugh he/she had, by then you know, your best friend is alright.


Sometimes in life, it is not only how you felt on something that makes you happy. It is what you do for someone too. So lets be more generous. Its a Chinese New Year. Lets put a smile on people's faces and make the rabbit year something special. Hope everyone had a good holiday and celebrations.

Its FEBRUARY and its CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Year of the Rabbit!

How long was it that I didn't update this blog? Since the last 17 days..

 I'm sorry to disappear. Just like that without any news.

I was so busy with work and time flies when we have fun huh. Okay lame excuse.

I manage to have a great hang out time with the besties.

 I don't get to do much of that nowadays. Advertising is fun, but bull at times.

 I had a great CNY. I'm Chinese Malay so, CNY is part of me too. 

The family bonding, spending quality time with the family. It would be nice to do this often.

The food was amazing. Hey, I LOVE FOOD! Not to mention those awesome red packets. 

Of course, the red packets puts a smile on our faces. 

Sad thing is that I don't get to play with fire crackers :(

Thats pretty much what I did for CNY. Some good quality time. :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-