Point of this post, people judge me, A LOT. I don't get why and what is wrong with them but what's worst is that, the most people who judge me are the people who just know me, by my NAME and PICTURES and I don't even know them! I don't see why judging makes the world a better place and I find it pointless for people giving fake stories and other people believing on the fake stories. As for the people who know me, I'm sure you all know that I am very fond of my words and if you hate me, hate me then because I don't really see the point of this hating on each other thing.
I don't like the idea of ranking people. Comparing people who has more things than anyone or whatever definition it is to be "POPULAR" now. Sexier clothes, More Make Up, Rich and Bitchy with a Princess Attitude and seeing who is more better than who, that's just insecure and your just finding ways to make people be upset. I don't like how the society gives us a name. Group up "types" of people who are meant to be in one certain group and people don't mix because they are different. It makes everyone wonder to themselves saying that their not good enough and hating on each other.
I don't like how money ends up as the number one priority but when reality gives us a huge slap in the face. Money has to be everything. Like the quote, NO money NO talk. I don't put money as my main priority but I do believe money does bring happiness to people. But I feel, happiness should be first. But one thing I know, of all this crap and drama that people is giving to other people. One thing that we all should know is that to be happy.
Be happy for yourself. Because if your not happy and you don't love yourself for who you are, how do you expect people to love or respect you? How do you expect to find, a happy ending?
If you rather live in sadness, don't sucked people into your sorrow. Just because your life is nothing but dull and you see people who wants to change for a better of themselves. Talk about patience with one another.
If you rather live in sadness, don't sucked people into your sorrow. Just because your life is nothing but dull and you see people who wants to change for a better of themselves. Talk about patience with one another.
I know if you want to love someone you got to know that you have to accept the term "commitment". Other than loving her/him for who he/she is and how their flaws are whatever they are and bla bla bla. Funny, people say that I am selfish that's why I don't deserve LOVE and I am always so self centered to myself that's why I don't have a Prince Charming in my life. I find those people who told me that is stupid, people who always follow their "heart" and got themselves hurt and their best friends are tears and tissue boxes.
They forgot to ask brain for logic. They don't give brain chance to save their insanity.
If you can't accept your on flaw how can you accept your companions flaw. Trust me, I accept my flaws and I always learn my mistakes. N believe it or not I'm growing up gracefully. I just think why must I be so upset of something where my mission to have a better life is being happy? Problem is if you don't accept your flaw, it is of course you can't accept your companion's flaw, which everything will end up as a problem. Your not okay with things, you start to compare your love life with other people's love life and you feel you don't understand what went wrong and every step you take is just a darn mistake.
You have no idea why it is a mistake and you feel that your world is tumbling down, well the reason why every step you take is a mistake because you expect too much and you overthink and you think you could get everything without trying to earn it. You think its easy, Well its not and having "THE TALK" is pointless. If your not patient then your just that selfish of not seeing the other choices in life. The choices where even though its coming along slow at least both is still happy to atleast wait for each other.
Because if LOVE is so beautiful like how it is explain in books or movies or whatever, things will come naturally and understanding one another will bound to happen nicely if you dont think too much except thinking to be happy for the term "US". You think you want the talk but actually you don't even know what "THE TALK" should be like or how it would end up. Nobody is right but when you start a huge drama that is when one of them gives up.
Point is, I am who I am. I'm a girl with not much of a time and not having to touch the world in my finger tips yet and getting the glimpse of what freedom is in life. I grow up according to my age and I don't rush time because I know I will have as much time I want when I earn that prize. That is my mission now and I'm slowly getting there step by step. If a person can't wait for me to have that special moment for my own. He is not the one. He is not worth it.
Funny how songs would always say, touch the world, be against it and be happy.
When the right time comes, it comes and it is all worth the wait.
But if a guy is upset because he feels that there's something wrong with the relationship, until accusing that hey, maybe there's someone else in her/his life.
Well, if your that paranoid might as well leave.
Remember the past, give it a little glimpse, ask yourself.
MAYBE. IT'S. KARMA. Or maybe your just that hopeless.
Funny how songs would always say, touch the world, be against it and be happy.
When the right time comes, it comes and it is all worth the wait.
But if a guy is upset because he feels that there's something wrong with the relationship, until accusing that hey, maybe there's someone else in her/his life.
Well, if your that paranoid might as well leave.
Remember the past, give it a little glimpse, ask yourself.
MAYBE. IT'S. KARMA. Or maybe your just that hopeless.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!
Jasmin Rayhan
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