A SPECIAL SOMEONE.

This week makes me feel a little special.

Well, I like being special. Everybody deserves to be special too right?

Being special makes you feel good. 

Good about yourself and its not about you being a show off or anything, 

So how do I put it.

Like when your working hard and learning new things, thats what I've been doing now 

until I decide what I really wanna do. 

Its all in plan but I don't wanna rush. I'm really happy with what I'm doing now.

Sometimes when you do something without having anything in return, 

well actually, you do get something in return. 

Instead of getting what you want, it is getting what you need or even putting a smile on someones face. 

Because everything you do will always end up something good. 

I may not get what I want but 

I do get what I need which is love and knowledge and making a special someone happy. 

Thats what I learned this week, you will always get something in return no matter what you do, 

good or bad. AND, I love seeing my mom happy. She is the special someone :)

So who is your special someone?

-Jasmin Rayhan-

A NEW YOU... IS NEVER TOO LATE.

A friend of mine almost had a screw up life. She/he was often crushed by sadness. Sometimes its just hard for her/him, because nobody understands whats up with her/him. People just expect too much and would ignore other people's drama because they don't know how it feels. I don't expect myself as the miracle but all I could be was her/his best friend.


So I told him/her that its alright, I did the comfort, talking it out is the only way and I showed the love. Any friend would do this to their own best friends. That is what friends are for. I don't want her/him to be sad. What everybody needs is happiness.. I knew from the very start, she/he is my best friend. She/he was always there for me no matter what. How often would I get a friend like that. I should be lucky and glad, and I am. Now its my turn to be there for her.


Its never too late for anything. Its your own choice to start on something that you want. Follow your heart is one thing, you got to believe in it too. She/he feels better now. Its great to see her/him to smile again, the laugh he/she had, by then you know, your best friend is alright.


Sometimes in life, it is not only how you felt on something that makes you happy. It is what you do for someone too. So lets be more generous. Its a Chinese New Year. Lets put a smile on people's faces and make the rabbit year something special. Hope everyone had a good holiday and celebrations.

Its FEBRUARY and its CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Year of the Rabbit!

How long was it that I didn't update this blog? Since the last 17 days..

 I'm sorry to disappear. Just like that without any news.

I was so busy with work and time flies when we have fun huh. Okay lame excuse.

I manage to have a great hang out time with the besties.

 I don't get to do much of that nowadays. Advertising is fun, but bull at times.

 I had a great CNY. I'm Chinese Malay so, CNY is part of me too. 

The family bonding, spending quality time with the family. It would be nice to do this often.

The food was amazing. Hey, I LOVE FOOD! Not to mention those awesome red packets. 

Of course, the red packets puts a smile on our faces. 

Sad thing is that I don't get to play with fire crackers :(

Thats pretty much what I did for CNY. Some good quality time. :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

A JUSTIN BIEBER POST

I was suppose to post this special blog post for the little girls whom I met at work due as a request. I'm sure that you girls have been waiting for this post as I promise. Sorry to kept all of you waiting, I have a superbly busy schedule this days but lucky I got a time off today so here it is, to my little girls who are JB lovers and all the other JB lovers..


I did wrote some little things about JB before in this blog but I guess a full one would be good. So its gonna be all about Justin Bieber now.. Haters please, this is just a request and I love responding to people's request! If you hate this post, send me a request on what you want me to write then. Okay thats pretty much clear...  I'll just start with "What do I think about Justin Bieber?".




First of all, I'm NOT a crazy-in-love fan of JB and I DON'T hate JB either.. Frankly, I actually admire JB and I admit that he is a great performer.. He worked his way up before and now he got help from his Mentor Usher. I don't see him as gay, I don't even know why people think that his a 40 years old dude before too. That is just lame and just because when he started being famous that his voice hasn't crack yet BUT his voice cracked already so thats a good thing for him..


Funny story I'm sure I told you girls before, when I first heard of JB, okay to be honest, I thought it was a girl singing to a girl. You know the song ONE TIME?? Sorry... But the more songs that I listen from JB I thought, you know this guy is not bad. Though its a little annoying to see him winning so many awards.. I guess the fans just love him and won't stop voting. I did the same to Katy Perry so I know how it feels to go crazy okay. Omg Katy Perry and JB are so close, makes me so jealous =_=


His songs are all about girls.. Ahahahaaaa but his new song Pray, now thats one nice song. I really like listening to it and I think what JB is trying to do is to help and make changes too.. I like this kind of people.. Make changes till things get better. HEY his trying! I'm sure everyone knew about the 3 years old girl crying for JB. NOW she's lucky I tell you. How many stars would do that? If I cry for Kris Allen, do you think he'll come and meet me? I'm just joking.. But JB was really nice to come and meet her AND made her dreams come true.. So lucky to meet her favorite star. Bright side for you JB lovers, his coming to Malaysia in April. So hurry and go get your tickets and go crazy..


I don't know much about his book, First Step 2 Forever but its a big hit and its always sold out quickly. Well point is, he makes his fans happy and thats what matters to him. No matter how many haters he has, (I guess he knows.) Well  every one has a mix of love and hate from everyone. We just gotta live with it!


So girls, I hope you enjoy reading this.. Specially for you!


-Jasmin Rayhan-

THE VOICE OUT

It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it. Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

I got this from a good friend of mine, its really inspiring. 

There is so many different meanings to define LIFE because we have different thoughts about what life is and I really believe that life is all about what a friend of mine just said.




Life is precious and its short. You may hear this many times but its true. So make it last by loving it. We should not stop learning. There are so many things that we can learn other than our mistakes. The world comes with knowledge so make things better for ourselves. Open our minds and heart to new different things and some opportunities only come once. 




Meet new people and start creating. 
Everyone has talent and were all creative. Don't stop doing what you love.




Think what is right. Have opinions. We all have a voice to stand up for ourselves in what we believe in. Many of us are doing it and every one has the right to do so and if you don't like something, change it. Make something interesting for everyone to see and feel great.




To top it off, just be happy. Smile and laugh often because thats the best thing to do at the end of the day, and its the cheapest medicine to cure a broken heart. All emotions are beautiful if you stop comparing one another. Love and care. There's always the brighter side of things. 




-Jasmin Rayhan-

BEAUTY

As a girl, I know that we are very "cliche" with things sometimes... Or maybe always.

We just demand so much and we always have wishes,

well we expect things to always turn out the way we wanted it to be.. 

Not to mention our "off and on" moments (THE PMS).

As a better definition about us girls, were just fragile and emotional and 

we just want to be happy and strong for ourselves and believing that love exist.

In fact, guys find it hard to understand us girls.. 

Lets put it this way, sometimes were just Maths to them or 

maybe harder than solving a Math question, but lets keep it that way :D

Were just different from guys and as I see it we are more insecure than them..

Mostly, its because of the way we look. We judge our beauty often. What is beauty?

I realize that many of us girls always tell ourselves "Im not beautiful, I'm ugly". 

Far too many of us and including me sometimes.. We just want to be beautiful JUST to fit in.

Well as I've said, nobody is born ugly and 

I believe that we shouldn't judge through beauty and so forth hotness 

because this two can't be measured.. Instead we didn't see who we are as in ourselves..

Beauty is in the heart.

THAT is what makes us beautiful.

Its impossible to measure the beauty and hotness because we have our own beauty.. 

Our own dignity and and identity..  Be yourself.. Well I'll admit it that I do have insecurities. 

Having eczema sucks and it would bug me so much and 

I do tell myself that I wanna be like that girl on that magazine.. 

(Don't we used to do that all the time?). 

Seeing how beautiful someone is on the magazine but 

I gotta realize that those girls are touch ups just for the beauty to be shown on the outside 

but their actually just ordinary girls like us.. 

Were the same but we are owning a different heart. 

Which is important to take care of it.

I learn to not be insecure because there's no point on being insecure 

when your not doing anything about it. 

No matter how hard it is, there's always a solution.

Were beautiful for who we are..

Why don't we still keep this word and make things better.. 

We have flaws and were not perfect... Its natural. 

The reason why we don't accept the beauty on the inside its because 

people judge on the outside and gives us mean words just to put us down and feel bad for ourselves. 

Why bother caring about what people have to say about you?

No one has got the right to tell you that
you are not beautiful or good enough other than yourself because the judge is YOU.

People who say nasty words to people about the way they look 

would lead them to being ugly and that's the most ugliest thing, 

which is judging someone where they don't realize that their making themselves ugly.

So why not be nice and start being beautiful on the inside, 

because that's what matters and trust me you'll feel great and as I believe,

Nothing is more beautiful than having a good heart.

-Jasmin Rayhan-

READY FOR 2011

New Year is coming which means.

Everything NEW.

2010 has been a great year for me as I learned and experienced many things. - Which is GREAT!

Ups and downs coming along the way - It NEVER ends.

 Not to mention a great Surprise 17th Birthday from my 2 best girls. - LOVE you both.

 I hope that 2011 would be a better year for each and everyone of us.

Here is my wish to all of you:

We should not be disappointed with ourselves because we are not perfect human beings.

Nobody in this world is perfect.

 We should always try to be better all the time.

 The bright side is that there's always a brand new day for all of us.

We should always hope for the best to come. - Take it as a blessing!

Start something new and great for ourselves.

Take the chance and be happy because its worth it.

Have a great NEW YEAR :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

PEOPLE JUST WONT STOP

Listening to I'm Not Afraid - Eminem thanks to a best friend of mine.. 

Love you Stephanie Thong :)

Always be happy no matter what life gets you! Thats for sure.

So how many of you have haters.. Haahaaa. 

Everyone got themselves a big bag of haters.

Even Mark Zuckerberg have haters too. More like "enemies".

 Ahhhhh the quote in the movie is so beautiful.

YOU DONT GET TO 500 MILLION FRIENDS,

WITHOUT MAKING A FEW ENEMIES.

I haven't watched the movie THE SOCIAL NETWORK yet, 

but I will soon and hope to learn something good from it. I'm searching for inspirations now.

 Great ideas and as I get to learn those trades too. 

I'm now on a mission to make my dreams a reality. 

Which is to inspire people.

I've learned a lot this week. Okay.. Since SPM ended. 

I've learned so much through working. I'm seeing the real world now (for 3 months actually). 

I love challenges and I take challenges in life every day.

EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY! :D

I know I'm too young for it (most of you think so) but thats what I wanna do, 

N I like a lot! I love it so much because I love learning.

Its also great because I love meeting new people. PR/Human Resources (its the same right?)

 is just important to me and I'm gaining a lot respects too!

I believe that people should do something that they love doing. 

What could possibly go wrong?

I'm in reality and this are my facts on what I've gone through this couple of weeks.

Sharing my experience and hopefully it somehow reflects on what you think about my post too.

Decisions after decisions. Dilemmas after dilemmas. It wont stop coming back to my mind.

 I've been getting a lot of people who doubted me, people who looked down on me too.

Whats so great about pin pointing on other people?

Have you ever asked yourself are you even better at what your doing? 

Its not really "cool" when people are trying and your the one thats messing it up for them.

Cut off some slacks man. Big talking to people where your not doing well at yourself either.

I know what I want AND I know what I want to do. 

A new year is coming soon and there's always a new resolution.

Stop pushing others and start pushing yourself.

 Call me drama but you don't know what I've been through. 

I'm honest and I want to make a difference out of this.

People taking advantage of you, making you a fool out of yourself..

One thing I learn is to never let others make that happen. 

 "Its a dog-eat-dog world out there" (Friends quote)

Keep on saying "the world is tough". 

Everybody knows that, it goes harder every time

 when you take each step to climb to the top. OBVIOUSLY!

As if I was born yesterday, seriously come on.. 

On the other hand, if you think its because I'm rebel on this. Seriously don't judge.

Instead of telling it to people why not tell it to yourself.

N if you can't handle it. Improvise. What you've caused its what you get,

Thats how it goes.

Sometimes they just don't know when to stop talking until the day you prove them wrong.

Thats the day when your the real winner. N your gonna feel great about it!

Someday I'm gonna prove those Motha b*tches wrong - Peter Chao

Well me too.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.

-Jasmin Rayhan-

KIDS THESE DAYS.

This is such a cute picture.. Isn't it cute? 

How many guys would do that this days?

No offence okay.. Hahaahaa.

Have you ever realize that kids these days are not how they seem to be? 

They are not as innocent as they seem to be now in fact,

I find that kids are really aggressive this days.. They got attitude and more like their not afraid to be daring.

They are so daring and brave and somehow it leaves me speechless. Its really sad to see it that way.

KIDS are thinking ahead could you believe it?. 

Sure the generation now is highly upgraded to everything.

I saw a kid owning an Iphone now, and when I was a kid I barely got myself a phone.

Well thats not the point.  The point is, kids have drastic thinking now. 

They think their teenagers or so forth maybe ADULTS. Highly mature "kononya".

As if they can speak with their minds. N to talk about their age, they are superbly young.

BELOW the 12 years old zone by the way.

 I find this a problem. I'm not insulting the kids these days. But they shouldn't act that way.

 KIDS are the next generation now.. Well who am I to talk about it right?

First thing, I love kids.. Its a first start to inspire someone and kids are my first start.

 Kids listen (sometimes) and I'm working in a place where kids are the reason for the job.. 

Well not really. But there are kids and I've been observing. 

Where are their politeness this days too? 

Have they not realize they are missing things in their age base?

Come on kids.. 

YOU HAVEN'T EVEN ENTER UPSR YET.

Influence is something strong. Kids absorb influence fast. 

They be really rebellious someday and theres no turning back to it.. 

Thats how it goes isn't it.., once your rude, your gonna be rebellious. 

Whenever I meet kids I always advice them to read. 

I'm NOT trying to be a "fairy god mother" to them or trying to SAVE THE DAY. 

I just love kids a lot and I don't want kids to be the bad faces. Get what I mean? 

Don't get me wrong. I'm not blaming the P.W.O.T 

Parental-way-of-teaching. 

KIDS should not meet LECTURING... YET. 

I've met kids who gets a lot of lectures from their parents and its not very nice to see a kid sad about it.

Sure they have to get some scoldings, but  what they need is good support and advices too. 

Also to not give them a massive spoiling-treatment. Bad turn!

I believe that kids should learn something good and useful for themselves. 

N I find that READING is the best solution so far. It never gets old either. 

N not forgetting to have fun. Enjoy life how it is.

LIFE AFTER SPM is great. 

Good Luck to those who are still having exams.

PROM is on Monday.

 :)

-Jasmin Rayhan-

WHAT IN THE WORLD?

So I was working today and a friend of mine showed me a link. 

Pretty sure that everyone knows, I think. Its about a dude who killed himself just because his girlfriend wanted a break up and due to a slight of relationship problems. AND just today I was buying lunch for myself and while waiting for my food a couple sat right next to my table. The girl was shouting to her boyfriend

 When I mean shout.... I MEAN.. SHOUT.. 

The fact that how could a men would prefer to lost his life than loosing his girlfriend? Unbelievable.

I understand there is some parts of sympathy in his life but what the heck? ITS DUMB. 

Death is never the easy way out, your just being wasteful and brainless.

DON'T think I'm not an understanding person. I am understanding and I'm in a relationship too but I have always hold on to faith so much when things are thick and thin. 

Its easier said than to be done but when you hold on to faith I know it will work. Putting ourselves so low and down when it comes to a relationship.

Please.. where is your stand? Do remember that we still are individuals, especially to us all that are in a relationship now. YES. We love our bf's/gf's to bits and we can never let them go but ending it by suicide its just ridiculous. I really lose hope and respect to those people who thinks of suicide without even trying harder or keeping in to faith. As if I don't know how it feels to struggle. Reality check, everyone has hard times and worse times okay. Also to certain people who are now having the "after-break-up" and trying to make your lives miserable , no offence. Get over yourself and wake up. 

If the girl/guy don't want you no more then you gotta let it go and stop making a fool out of yourself. 

Some girls/guys are nice some girls are mean and if your a special guy/girl and he/she doesn't see it then its his/her freaking lost for being a total ass for leaving you. 

Be the better one and let him/her be the drama and sympathy one to peoples eyes. 

How far can they go anyway? Childish much.

 Also, what happend to the quote,

 "Theres more other fishes in the sea" ? 

As for the girl shouting to her boyfriend in front of everyone, 

I was really shock though that shes not afraid to face shame. 

Not to mention her innocent looking boyfriend totally lost his dignity real bad.

How can someone argue in public and scream so loud like a crazy lady to her boyfriend? Poor guy.

I heard the girl said 
"You don't spend time with me anymore. Go home and play with your stupid game lah". 

So I think and thought, maybe its because he would prefer to made out with his XBOX 360 and play HALO all night then going out spending time with his girlfriend. OR maybe his game is a much better "GIRLFRIEND" than his real life girlfriend now. Oooh and he maybe even play BLACK OPS!

What else? 

Fallout: New Vegas. 

Red Dead Redemption.

 Tron Evolution.

Need for Speed: Hot Pursuit.

Super Meat Power.

Damn I love all this games!! *Cough* anyway.. But why so angry for? 

Well thats another thing in statement. 

PLEASE LET YOUR BOYFRIEND SPEND TIME WITH THEIR GAMES.

 To me, I think a GOOD girlfriend would just sit and watch her boyfriend play while she supports him to win the game. An IDEAL girlfriend would sit with him AND PLAY THE GAME TOGETHER WITH HIM or even BEAT him in some certain games. N your not only gonna be a super sweet girlfriend in the end, your gonna be super sweet AND A SUPER COOL girlfriend . N if  you really wanna scold your boyfriend you should really do it at home.. Save the drama and save your face from embarrassment too OR if you don't bother about your dignity as a girl then go ahead and be a tigress in public. Theres even an advantage too if you wanna sound your boyfriend at home. If your so mad and your really out of control you can throw stuff at him and make his injury look like an accident. 

Oh I'm joking. As for the boys, PLAN a schedule okay. Or if you really can't just improvise. 

Teach your girlfriends your toys.. Cars, video games, whatever. :)

 -Jasmin Rayhan-

ILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU

Life is a climb, but the view is great, and now.. There goes High School. 
I'm using the new blog font but I dunno if it looks different or not. 


The greatest/craziest/horrible/bad/amazing part in everyone's life. 
HIGH SCHOOL


Sad to say, It doesn't last forever. I suddenly felt the miss now. 
 Please, don't think I'm being drama. Actually I can be drama anytime I want. 
I'm just joking really. I just don't wanna bore you to death.


Right now, I feel like a vodka. Though I never taste it before but vodka is a mix flava.
I feel mix. This happy and sad feeling inside me now.
 Finishing school rocks.. Ending the moments sucks.
 I guess stepping out of SMKDJ is something that I'll never forget. 
Its been fun and great. I love the good old times. It gives me the "awwww" every time.
I don't wish to do it all over again. 
As in if  I would ever wanna RESTART high school all over again. 
I might say that now but I guess when I'm older and stepping foot into the REAL WORLD. 
I would super duper miss school much more. Yet a smile on my face 


Life's ahead. I'm super excited for prom by the way.
 Prom is something that is once in a lifetime. As my mom would put it.
 Everybody should go to prom. Its something special. 
Also could you believe it is already December! 
Not to mention I had a great SPM. It wasn't the stress and dying feeling at all.
The 3 weeks makes me wanna look forward for something new every day. 
Other than facing papers that is.
 I could say 2010 was a nice and grateful year for me. 


Learned a lot of lessons, hard lessons but it somehow made me realize the right thing now 
(WELL.. Obviously) and I faced many situations too. My situations can actually be better than those Korean dramas that you see okay.. I think.. Lastly not to mention KARMA. I admit it bit me hard in the ASS. See how strong my expression is? It was part of a huge struggle for me too, the biggest lesson ever. But I was very lucky in the end. AND without it, I wouldn't be how I am right now. I wish I could say best of both worlds but I don't have two worlds. 
To top it off I still had so much fun and a hell lot of beautiful memories this year.
I would never EVER forget about all those moments I've had with ALL of you.
 Yea you know who you are. *winks*
Thanks for always being there. Thanks for getting my back and the endless times of fun.
 Without all this, I'm just not special, and I like being special. 
Thanks to ALL of  you AND as we always like to put it


WERE A FAMILY *HEARTS*


-Jasmin Rayhan-