HAPPINESS MAKES THEM SAD

Being happy is the key to success.

I know that for sure. In fact it is true and it is also an advantage.

Lets face it. People are cruel and mean.

Sometimes when you just ignore them they will just make a small lie

or gossip so that the news gets bigger and people tend to hear it and we will blow up.

Whatever it is I hold on to my faith. Inner strength and mind is much more better.

Its a good method too. Because if we don't overcome this now, it will affect our future.

We tend to not want to be screw ups but what to do some people are screw ups and

they want you to be screw ups like them. If were smart.

We will choose to not cooperate with them AND leave them be and move on.

I don't like to write long post this days. Its just. LONG.

-Jasmin Rayhan-

FINAL DAY OF WORLD CUP.

Do you ever just want to stay in your jammies, listen to music and do absolutely nothing? Well last night was one of those nights. Not to mention I ate a whole packet of Oreos. I woke up this morning feeling drowsy. Hopefully it’s just a day thing. Well actually its a football maniac kind of thing. Germany got third place in World Cup!. I’ll be 100% good for tonights game. Spain Vs Holland. Who doesn't love Spain? I really want them to win World Cup 2010. My mind is now blank. I couldn't figure out what I wanna write about and I don't plan on abandoning this blog. I don't like my blog to be dead. So I was blog walking (visiting blogs that is) getting some ideas and I found the right topic. A facade of Manipulation and Drama. I guess you know, when people tend to feel insecure of themselves they start to mock people just so they can feel better. The most embarrassing part of all that this type of people could do is making others watch the drama. WOW for publicity? Please even footballers make better drama than this. MY way of dealing this. Be the bigger man, Making my stand and Let it go. People who kept clinging on to them are the same either. "Dealing with back stabbers, there was one thing I learned. Their only powerful when you got your back turn." -Eminem.

I love Eminem. Other than Kris Allen, Eminem inspires me too.

But his music is banned in my house.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

I DONT WANT THIS TO END

Emotions are stronger than mind.

I guess when your happy about something you tend to wish that feeling would last long enough..

Yet theres so many things going on and time passes very fast.

I don't know how to describe this feeling but I do know that whatever happens,

I have to accept the fact.

Just like how Brazil lost to Holland.

Thats very disappointing.

I guess all this while I was being selfish.

All of us were actually.

But we can't blame ourselves.

He has always been there for us.

No matter how rude and nice he can be sometimes.

The moments of joy and laughter we all had with him.

Especially to his brothers.

Truly great friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget..

I know that now for sure. Thanks to you.

No matter what happens.

We got your back Johann :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=

I OWN THIS

Lets face it. We all know that high school wasn't meant to last forever. Its just a part of us all. The class room. Scribbling on the table when your bored. Sleeping in class. Teachers we love. Or not like. Recess and having great laughs together with friends. Well I'm lucky that I'm in 5 Nemesu this year.The Malacca trip was nice. Its definitely a day to remember. We all had so much fun and having good memories in the end. In fact, I don't think I'm gonna be sad when I leave school. I'll miss school but I have no regrets at all. I've been on tough roads. I manage to overcome it and believe me it was hard but I faced it instead. Our mistakes we learned and our problems we solved. So I gained experience and I can handle things the right way now, by myself that is. Lucky for me I now know who my real friends are and I'm ready to forget others who don't deserve my respect for them. Only a few more months to enjoy high school. The same faces we see. The good times to share. Exams to think about. Hahaaa not to forget about exams.. To me SPM is like a WWE pay-per view. *Cough* I'm a WWE fan. Anyway. Then were off in our separate ways. We all have different thoughts in everything. One of my thoughts?

Finish SPM and getting my license. Oh yea thats what I want.

I gotta give credit to Daryl. He took a lot of pictures and his rarely inside the pictures. Thank you!

GERMANY is gonna kick some butt tonight. Goodbye ENGLAND nice knowing Green :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=

IM FEELING LAZY

So people ask me maybe I should put pictures in this blog. You know.. To make it look more interesting and all. Their on the way and I'm trying to not write too long as well. I don't want to have a boring blog that nobody reads it.

 Could you believe Germany last night? 4-0. Wow I'm scared already. NOT. I have faith in Spain and I know their gonna do great on their first match.. Fifa fever yo.. After the game I couldn't sleep. Guess what I did? I studied Sejarah and I'm super duper serious.

I mean I brought a new reference book yesterday. Its like a comic kind of way of studying and It attracts me =_=. Even though I read it. Still form 4 Sejarah is boring. So is form 5. I don't find it interesting at all, Its boring! Sorry Sejarah lovers. Don't get offended but I like form 1 Sejarah. Now thats interesting, OH OH and world history. Some of them I guess, I'm not really good at history but my mom is a pro.

(Her favorite subject. See I'm the exact opposite as her) Malaysia history is making me sleep all the time. But what to do.. I have to get good results yea? Then again. Its just gaining knowledge. Plus the facts weren't that accurate in our text books. Man... I just can't wait for SPM to be over.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

SO ITS GAME ON

So how are the holidays coming along? Great isn't it? A day when you can sleep and also waking up late. I started playing this game called Night Club City.. On Facebook... That means I'm wasting my time on Facebook. My so called holiday fun routine. Lame I know. But I wanna do something exciting too. Like going karaoke or something. I love singing.. Its my hobby and my life. Oh I dream too much.. But dreaming is good you see. Getting confidence for ourselves that we can achieve in anything. Its fun as well! That's why I love quotes. They just made me feel good for myself when I know I can do anything thats possible. Its just a matter of believing too. Also being inspired by so many people. Great people who made a difference. Like this person name Nina a.k.a MIZZ NINA. Could you believe shes a Malaysian and she is a feature on Colby O Donis new single? Well thats what I heard. Cool Isn't it? Dreams can be done :) Well shes not the first to be international, remember Chenelle?. Yeahhh we do. Before I end here, I just wanna say I can't wait for World Cup AND...I'm willing to wake up and watch the game. Yes I will!! AND I support Spain. Hahaa! Gooo Spain!

=Jasmin Rayhan=

HOLIDAYS

Eventually SPM is getting another step closer. But we need breaks as well. So nice to have 2 weeks of holiday. Well my holiday starts today. Hehe.. Good luck to Yean Yi and Stephanie for their Economics exam. Just do your very best of the best! Mid term is a joyride I must say. Yea right! Well I still got a few more homework to be done. I need my pebel marks.

(pebel: homework marks that adds in your exam marks. I know lame right?)

As some of you all know. I want.. NO.. I must watch Toys Story 3 on this holiday. I grew up with that movie and hell I'm a Buzz Lightyear fan. To infinity and beyond.. Isn't that a cool line? I don't find it childish but I find it a very good movie because the movie was so successful and anyone can watch it really. I guess its young at heart. Not to mention I had a list of things of what I wanna buy on this holiday. Reasonable things like liquid eye liner. OK that's not reasonable but I need them.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

SELENA

Its official. I have eczema... NO Its not contagious. Its just a skin disorder and having that sucks. REAL. BAD. Oh well.... Wow.. Its gonna be June soon.. Commerce (Perdagangan) is tomorrow.. Hell I don't even bother reading the form 5 chapters. I covered the form 4's but It wouldn't be enough to score an awesome grade. I guess I'm so excited for holidays. Hey everybody is.. Omg I was watching SELENA last night. You know the Mexican-American singer who made it BIG and sadly her career ended at the age of 23 because she was shot? It was so tragic and sad.. I mean.. She was doing so well already. So young and beautiful, NOT to forget she was very talented.... And her husband's name is Chris!

 Jennifer Lopez did a great job as well. She played as her on the movie. Perfect casting. She is the perfect person to play as Selena. I remember my first time watching Selena ON TAPE not ON CD.. I was so young and dad told me to watch the movie. I totally fell in love with the dancing and the being on stage thing. The outfits were so... Glittery.. Well Selena is an Icon now. It's amazing how she keeps touching people's hearts with her music. I really wanna do that someday :).


Don't you think is great? Doing something you really love and someday you made it right to the top. Success that is. Well I have to keep believing in myself for that.. I know I can. Because life is a climb but the view is great



=Jasmin Rayhan=

CHECK MATE

Physics paper today. I didn't take physics so am now at home chilling. Well I be chilling for awhile because I need to go through Commerce (perdagangan) later. Isn't this awesome? Not really hahaaa. Only 2 more papers to go and I'm free.. FROM MID TERM. I'm fully free when SPM is over. 7 subjects are not that hard. Well I really need to work on Sejarah and Math now. I know I'm failing on mid term but I mark my words. I wont fail on trials. Because I know I can do it. I don't mind not getting an A but a pass would be really nice. Do believe in me that I can and I will. Going through many things this year. Some were unexpected and some were surprising. A very good friend told me this

"Its our last year here anyway. Were never gonna see them again". I truly believe in that. Whats the use of hanging out with people who just love putting you down? Its not nice at all to put someone down you know. I don' find it entertaining at all. Even people around us feel the vibes. People see and people know. (Then again we can't blame them for having eyes). I'm really tired with the insults and the gossips and also the criticism. She also said
"She calls herself a true Christian when she's being a bl**dy Hypocrite".

So you call yourself a goodie goodie when your the one spreading the venom?
Readers, don't you think its a waste of time? Facing this kind of people and actually think their your friends? Isn't it tiring to hear peoples criticism and insults? How long will this last?

Example. Justin Bieber.
Ok why hate him?

Because his gay.

Because his voice sounds like a girl.

When his voice crack, his career is gonna be over.

Now that is one thing I REALLY disagree. A career will never be over unless you want it to be. But the Chris Brown case is different la, he siao siao edi. So whats the use of creating groups like Justin Bieber sucks, Condom sizes XXL, XL, L, M, S, XS, JUSTIN BIEBER. Don't you think its a waste of time? Your probably thinking its a tough world out there right now if you happen to imagine your in Justin Bieber shoes. How would you like it when your compared to condom sizes and such. JB is gay because of his voice? His voice crack already. Isn't it good? Read again. HIS-VOICE-CRACK. That means better voice this time. So you don't need to say he sounds like a girl. I'm not a Justin Bieber fan and I don't go

OMG-JB-I-LOVE-YOU-PLEASE-MARRY-ME (well only to Kris Allen. But I'm not gonna put him in the picture now). To me his consider good already and his song baby is nice. I love that song. Still this is my point about criticism and insults. Its a waste of time and it won't last long. If you happen to disagree, That's your point so keep it to yourself. I'm just saying.

=Jasmin Rayhan=

SATURDAY

Saturday and raining. I really do like rainy days. I don't find it sad but really I love it especially when your really cozy at home. Exams are still on. I only have about four subjects left. Facebook and blog calms me down after a very nice study time. I wouldn't say I haven't been using the computer for so long or I'm banned from using the computer until exam ends. I would just take at least an hour or two to be on the computer. Mom likes the way I plan that way. She says "very nice organizing. Hope you follow it until SPM". Hahaaa very funny mom. Mom is very funny really.
So this morning, I was surfing youtube. Listening to Korean songs. I like Korean songs and I'm a fan of SS501 :). Well while surfing, I find this song REALLY catchy. It made my head went right right and left left like how Doraemon use to do it. Did I just compare myself to Doraemon? Oh bummer... Anyway the song is called Same Heart from a girl band Kara. The song is nice. By just a look on their cover. I finally know this band. I'm really outdated as well. My cousin says this band is so popular already and only today I discover them. I guess that's the whole point in the entertainment world. You have to be smart to attract people. Korean bands are really a hit now. Even dad was wondering "why listen to Korean songs when you don't even know what their saying?". Well he has a point. He also notices that my PSP was flooded with Korean songs. Haa. Haa. Haa. Well, I guess its because the songs that we look in to nowadays are catchy beats or just anything. This is just my point really, if you happen to disagree, its alright. Being original is the only way to be in the entertainment world and I don't think anyone would want to be second best every time. I know because I wanna be in the entertainment world as well. Then again, I still have a long way more to get that dream of mine AND I'm gonna get it some day :)

=Jasmin Rayhan=