HERE IS A SHORT BLOG POST. I'm actually here now squeezing in with my lappy and watching sad sappy movies. Weird enough, I wanted to cry tonight. I don't know why, but I love the feeling. I love how crying feels. Don't get me wrong. This is not another series of confessions of a anarchist kid or anything. I just wanted to cry, so by watching a lot of sad movies I actually did cry tonight. A hell lot of tears!
Like the part where the most handsome Zac Efron said
But, if I love you. I should just let you go.
9 movies straight. Hours and hours of crying. Oh, charming enough I'm taking my chances to blog tonight. I have a lot of things running through my mind now! Like today, I woke up this morning and I just felt blessed. Its been a long time since I actually felt this way by the way. I don't know why all the sudden but it felt really good and it made me realize a lot of things. So you know this is just another what goes on with life, must go on with it kind of things.
As usual, my attempt to blogging seems to be a dreadful failure nowadays. I've been having some complications with my blog and a lot more other complications. But its alright, point is I still have my blog and my blog will still be alive and going.
Its the month of ramadhan and just a few more days to Raya. I and as all the other muslims as well, CANNOT wait for Raya. AND the fact that time passes so fast.Its like as if the globe decides to dance and that is why its spinning so fast.
Ooh, guess what? My list of things to do before I turned 19 is almost complete. I had fun completing most of them. And I have just a few more now. October is in 2 months and I have so much to do!
Well, whatever comes to life. I take it. I start to appreciate a lot of things and the fact that its a give and take tradition in this world. I decided to be balance. Like a librain I am. I balance a lot of things. I don't want to just be unfair or feel unfair. I've been getting that a lot most of the times, its like a game. Everything is a win win situation, no? But most of all, I'm happy about it. HAR HAR no I'm not being a hypocrite. I know most of you people will be like "seriously? Jasmin is happy?". HAR HAR well, things changed. AND I'm happy. I'm happy no matter what happens. You can't make a rainbow without a little rain right? See, I told you I'd be happy again. AND I am.
I take things with flow now and I like what I'm doing. Remember how I'm always complaining with the choices I made. Well choices are choices. No matter what good and bad comes in. Choices changes the perception of things. I choose to take a risk, and the out come is good. Though, I sacrifice a lot of things for this risk. But I'm taking this chance and never once have I regretted it.
Its like that poem, The Road Not Taken. Like, what happens if I took the other road. What happens if I made last minute changes? I'm over analyzing again.
Well we'll see. Like I said, there's just so much to do.
JaszyRay~
